Rarotonga through a Diana Mini

Rarotonga.

Cocktails. Sunbathing. Reading.

Now seems like a dream.

Spring Has Sprung

Age

I truely believe it is just a number.


I don't feel much older than 18.


Yes i have 'lived' more than an 18, made more mistakes, have more regrets,learnt more lessons, have fallen in love, fallen out of love and in it again - but i don't feel any wiser!

I have partied too hard, cried too hard, worked too hard.

I look around and people my age are getting married, looking at buying houses and having kids and i am scared.

i am a kid myself.

Someone mentioned the other day i have a career....another word that is scary.

Can't i be Peter Pan and never grow up!


I want to drink too much, be selfish and only think about myself, i want to stay out all night dancing until my feet hurt, i want to quit a job for no reason other than it doesnt suit my social life, i want to sleep in and do a no show, i want to skip, i want adults to look a me an think "oh dear what an obnoxious teen".


but the thing is i am old and i have to deal with it.


Age does come with some positives.


i earn real money.I have established who my true friends are and meet my match.


i have done flatting and now live with my favourite.

plus i am still the right side of 25 which means i can still get drunk on work nights!

Where are the wild things?

Simple Things

I love the simple things that make you laugh.

Like this picture.

I am not ashamed to admit it - i laugh at many things i shouldn't laugh at.

like people less fortunate than me.

and people that bail.

awkward situations.

but then again i am first to laugh at myself (so hopefully i get one redeeming point for that)

Friday

This week.......

Watching :- Outrageous Fortune (religiously) oh and Top Model (so funny)

Reading :- Girl Who Kicked the Hornets Nest - great series.

Counting Down Until:- My trip to Rarotonga! 3 weeks. 15 work days. 3 mondays.

Dreaming About: - SUMMER! I am so Vitamin D deprived!

Happiest Moment :- Not working on Monday!

Worst Moment :- Sleeping issues that even blood tests didn't resolve. Didn't know it was physically possible to be this tired and still alive!

Loving:- My electric blanket

Hating:- Self centered people!

This Weekend:- I want to drink red wine, hug the heater and do lots and lots of exercise because bikini times are only 3 weeks away!

This is wicked - i want one!