Age

I truely believe it is just a number.


I don't feel much older than 18.


Yes i have 'lived' more than an 18, made more mistakes, have more regrets,learnt more lessons, have fallen in love, fallen out of love and in it again - but i don't feel any wiser!

I have partied too hard, cried too hard, worked too hard.

I look around and people my age are getting married, looking at buying houses and having kids and i am scared.

i am a kid myself.

Someone mentioned the other day i have a career....another word that is scary.

Can't i be Peter Pan and never grow up!


I want to drink too much, be selfish and only think about myself, i want to stay out all night dancing until my feet hurt, i want to quit a job for no reason other than it doesnt suit my social life, i want to sleep in and do a no show, i want to skip, i want adults to look a me an think "oh dear what an obnoxious teen".


but the thing is i am old and i have to deal with it.


Age does come with some positives.


i earn real money.I have established who my true friends are and meet my match.


i have done flatting and now live with my favourite.

plus i am still the right side of 25 which means i can still get drunk on work nights!

Where are the wild things?

Simple Things

I love the simple things that make you laugh.

Like this picture.

I am not ashamed to admit it - i laugh at many things i shouldn't laugh at.

like people less fortunate than me.

and people that bail.

awkward situations.

but then again i am first to laugh at myself (so hopefully i get one redeeming point for that)

Friday

This week.......

Watching :- Outrageous Fortune (religiously) oh and Top Model (so funny)

Reading :- Girl Who Kicked the Hornets Nest - great series.

Counting Down Until:- My trip to Rarotonga! 3 weeks. 15 work days. 3 mondays.

Dreaming About: - SUMMER! I am so Vitamin D deprived!

Happiest Moment :- Not working on Monday!

Worst Moment :- Sleeping issues that even blood tests didn't resolve. Didn't know it was physically possible to be this tired and still alive!

Loving:- My electric blanket

Hating:- Self centered people!

This Weekend:- I want to drink red wine, hug the heater and do lots and lots of exercise because bikini times are only 3 weeks away!

This is wicked - i want one!

FRIDAY

Got out of the wrong side of the bed this morning and everything that has happened made me realised i probably shouldn't have got out at all. For nearly a month now everything that possibly could go wrong at work has. After the first week i thought it was a stroke of bad luck now i just need a long break and someone else to be the problem solver.....

Welcoming 2011 in, in Gisborne

Rhythm and Vines and me have a love/hate relationship.

I leave every year happy but swearing I will never return.

The bad memories fade over the next 6 mths and i rebook for another crazy 3 days.

2008/2009

My first year didn't know what to expect stayed in the campground.(first wrong move).

Partied far too hard.(second wrong move).

Fell down a hill......and now nearly two years later am having to have surgery to fix the damage.

Had an amazing time seeing Santogold, The Kooks, Franz, Cut Copy etc etc

Left 3 kgs lighter and swore never to return.

EVER.

2009/2010

Had a bit of knowledge by now so stayed in a motel. (first right move).

Didn't run down hills.

Had an amazing time seeing Moby etc

Partied TOO hard.

Left swearing i would never return - far too old and mature.

July 2010

Booked a motel an now am eagerly waiting the line up announcement tonight at 7pm.

Rumor has it

N*E*R*D

Justice

Vampire Weekend (DJ Set)

My Perfect Line Up Would Include.....

Florence & The Machine

Kings of Leon

The Strokes

Gossip

Lykke Li

Vampire Weekend

The Killers

Robyn

La Roux

Hot Chip

The XX

Red Hot Chilli Peppers

Death Cab for Cutie

Bat For Lashes

Bloc Party

and the list could go on forever!

Monday Images

No words today. i got up at 5.40am to go to the gym. i am tired.

32 days until holiday though! and 7 kgs to lose to fit into my bikini and summer clothes.

ewww

Funny

i want one!